Further Metaphysical Hit Points

i'm
sorry
is a stupid thing to say
but no worse
than most of what i've said
already so
i'll say it anyways

that i'm sorry

for having
turned you into a
fiction of my own
rockstar angst and

myself into a
caricature of
someone who writes
love poems

no, it was stupid,
i'm sorry
that in the end
you took the bait that

i'd swallowed long
before i met you and
force-fed myself
ad naseum til
i was sick of it and

made being unhappy a
(full-time contact) sport

when
all i was
trying to say was
i like you and i
guess i'm
not sorry
for that.