Burma
= Myanmar.
Junta = government,
deathmonks skilled in the
oops i mean killed in the
acts of endless compassion
i didn't ask for any of this
i just want to have children
or twist here in my sad desire
and write stuff about it
but this is too complicated
i quit or
give up
you married the wrong person
we sold weapons to shitheads,
the whole world's on fire;
yet i don't quit,
or give up
since hopefully you're right and
somehow we can still love
at least
as much as we
don't
or at least just a little bit more than we hate
more than i hate
the thought of this
world,
ending on my watch.
i came across the two-year old draft of an email
i never sent
to someone who was alive then-- and who now
is like the myanmar monks
or maybe who now is
myanmar monks
recycled for us all,
broken in compassion,
hope,
and belief,
and so i sent it out anyway
into the void
a dead letter, sent to no one
and up to the minute
newsfeeds
from around the
maddening
lovely
globe.